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Monday, August 23, 2010, Monday, August 23, 2010
No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry. went for kintergarten interview for assistant teacher today... wonder if it successful anot. today shall be another new day. at least it wun be worst than ever again. Saturday, August 21, 2010, Saturday, August 21, 2010
after all u dun trust me at all. Saturday, July 17, 2010, Saturday, July 17, 2010
cloudy day... cloudy mood. , Saturday, July 17, 2010
it 3.50am and i am still not sleeping. i really dun understand. i ask for too much or wat now ? y to everyone, it's all my fault ? i just wan to find someone like him. i just wan to be selfish gal. i dun understand y i cant feel that from you. or u are afterall nt tat one. Tuesday, July 6, 2010, Tuesday, July 06, 2010
i guess that is the really the end of us. I dunno wat to say. This year has being a tough time for the both of us. Monday, June 21, 2010, Monday, June 21, 2010
suddenly i think i am not satisfied with watever i have. i seriously dunno wat is happening to me this whole year... i have being wrong adnormal things, and when i reflect on it, it like ,"wth m i doing this? and y!" haiz.. Thursday, June 17, 2010, Thursday, June 17, 2010
Suddenly i am so envy of my friend weishan and her bf. they look so happy.. i guess somethings have being lacking in my life currently and i am not really happy at the moment. I mean i can be more happier than what i m feeling now if i have make the right decision. , Thursday, June 17, 2010
sometime i seriously find myself disgusted about some actions by others. you are a flirt and u act as if u really like or even love that person that much. r/s nowadays can't even withstand any disaster. PUKE! Thursday, April 1, 2010, Thursday, April 01, 2010
噌经有一个男孩子很爱很爱一个女孩，把她当成他的全部。可是女孩放弃了他，选择其他的男孩。 如今男孩应该已经放弃了这个女孩。 Wednesday, March 24, 2010, Wednesday, March 24, 2010
no one will remembering you for yours goods..... they only blame you even if u make a small mistake. this world is so realistic. they start to reveal their tails out and you will see. all of them are fake Saturday, January 30, 2010, Saturday, January 30, 2010
until now, i realised there is a big difference between crush and love. another thing is that u dun have to be tgt with a person you like. Saturday, January 16, 2010, Saturday, January 16, 2010
 (nice scenery huh?) ( i love the art piece, a guy walking up the stairs) (orchard looks like tat when i look down) (BLUEEEE SKY!! MAKE ME FEELS SO EMOOOO) water plant that you will only see in the school pond nice view i would say. today went to orchard one of the shopping centre with friend, just realise there was a sky garden in orchard road so went them and see see look look. very windy, very shiok.. Tuesday, December 29, 2009, Tuesday, December 29, 2009
u do not understand yourself... Friday, December 11, 2009, Friday, December 11, 2009
i look around me, i see how ppl relate to each other. i look at the couples around me, nt much though... i think of my own relationship, i read a books talking abt how ppl relate themselves to.. and i DUN understand how r/s works, nt only for couples, bt for friends.. to help a friend means to do anything for him/her even though is bad.. to help sister is to gossip behind their back.. everyone is putting on a false smile everyday when facing ppl.. y cant ppl just be frank... Friday, December 4, 2009, Friday, December 04, 2009
i dunno what cause this change... it's so sudden... some say coz u yourself make it like tat, some say this is a part of life that you have to exprience, some say go for wat u think, one even say fair competition... have u try looking into tat person's eyes, wishing how much to tell him u like him/her or watever... i hate myself.. thks for scolding me (u know who u r if u so happen to see my blog) 1 day, i be gone... u be gone.. everyone will be gone... nvm.. i dunno wat m i typing... imagine 1 day, when no one believe u even the closest person to u dun believe u... Wednesday, December 2, 2009, Wednesday, December 02, 2009
feeling weird recently.. dunno wat cause the change in me... feel so Mo Sheng to me... Saturday, November 21, 2009, Saturday, November 21, 2009
i hate myself for being so emotional i hate myself for jumping into conclusions even before giving others a chance to explain i hate myself for being so sensitive... Friday, November 20, 2009, Friday, November 20, 2009
was kinda of bad mood today... thinking that you have done finish tat particular assignment but when u are done with it, the person in charge throw you somemore of the same work for you to do.. imagine sitting in front of the computer and just keep n typing typing typing not even moving a inch... no wonder my reaction is slow and i have been idling quite alot in office recently because too sian... the worst part is when you are doing all the shit job , your friend is learning some of the major operations in the company... ha-ha... no comments.. how do u expect me to score in the presentation and all the reports then? wth is this? what does the company think we internship are? we do all the stuff you all dun wan to do coz it take up alot of times? think we are free labour? just because of the internship, i have to work almost 7 days a week just to "yang" myself... i can earn much more at my part time job than the internship company.. if u wan to say," u go there to earn experience"... bullshit! even if you ask me what i have learn in the company, i will say ," consider nth," compare yourself knowing that amount of information and lesson you learn in the company and the amont of information, operations or process that you should learn in the whole company, what you have learn is only peanuts... sometimes ppl who have looks, figure and outgoing chara. just get more advantages.. what can i do? i dun go around everyday saying hi to whoever you see, i dun have the looks nor figure.. too bad then... Sunday, November 15, 2009, Sunday, November 15, 2009
when u reach a certain age, u will think of some things that you will not think before tat certain age... like recently i like to ask married people or people who are in long term relationship how they maintain their r.s.. the answer they give me is simple but also very chim... Sunday, November 8, 2009, Sunday, November 08, 2009
slept until 10+ today... wake up play com again... after tat meet dar dar... didnt wan to talk to him at first coz feel like beating him up more than talking to him... bt still talk to him in the end.. went to play arcade... i won him in one of the game then he bu fu shou dun wan play with me anymore... -.- was loitering at arcade n he spotted his friend eric.. talk talk talk then get to know tat eric more.. on the whole, nice guy.. i keep "suan" dar dar in front of his friend nvm doesnt matter.. just speaking the fact... then time to work.. quite some time neva go work lehz... reaction abit slow today... Saturday, November 7, 2009, Saturday, November 07, 2009
boring weeks... today went to watch astro boy with dar... saw 3 familiar faces today... 1. ada ho (classmate) 2. oh heng yi (sec sch friend) 3. freddie tan (sec sch senior) the show was not bad.. play arcade for some time.. first time win dar dar in fighting game... was so happy when i win him but i lose 5 rounds out of 6 rounds.. -.- Wednesday, October 21, 2009, Wednesday, October 21, 2009
i m just a ordinary gal... i dun deserve anything good or bad... Friday, October 9, 2009, Friday, October 09, 2009
someone told me i m a "rare" person.... wat does it means? in a rs, no matter how much you are in love with each other, feelings will still fade.... it up to u to maintain the rs... falling in love is easy.. maintain is hard... love is all abt maintaining the passion for each other i should say? i brought work home to do... seems like no one care either.. haha... Tuesday, October 6, 2009, Tuesday, October 06, 2009
was so stressed out these few weeks.. when i finally can get a good rest, everyone say,"y u like tat?" , "u ok, u look so tired and sick?" no comments... thks 4 being there... though u are nt beside me tat day.... Thursday, October 1, 2009, Thursday, October 01, 2009
can see if the r/s is already have crack.. it doesnt matter to u either i think, coz you have so many other friends out there always there for u right.. how does it feels when u are all alone... when u have noone to depend on... feel abit of earthquake ytd when working at about 6.20++ the whole building only our storey can feel it.. when we knock off, we saw alot of ppl standing outside of their office building.. ytd i was sooo tired until i ran out of house after everything was settled... Friday, September 25, 2009, Friday, September 25, 2009
something cant be undone.. a wound / spoil relationship means it wounded / spoiled.. no matter how much effort u put in to pay for everything u have done , it can neva be the same... we are all at different stage nw... some friends are just stepping stones no matter how close you are to them, spoiled mean spoiled... for you, i really dunno wat to say... i dunno should i be angry or should i be forgiving... and u, i know u are reading my blog every now and then... i wun regret my choice, no matter wat the outcome ( bad or good ), i also wun regret my choice nt because u nt good.. is i learn how to take and go... nvm u also wun understand this... Monday, September 14, 2009, Monday, September 14, 2009
woke up at 6.30++ by my mother.. ate something and went back to slp utnil 7.30... wash up, change, look at the mirror, look weird so decide to change another button shirt... 8.15 leave house, walk to office, waited for sam then went to office together... waited at reception for about 45 minutes or so till wei ling(finance manager) came and brief us on the environment and short intro abt how CWT works.. waited for another 15 to 20 minutes or so until the COO (chief .... officer) came and brief on what was planned for me and sam... after tat weiling explain to us the outbound, inbound transhipment, service A and service B and mei shan explain to us how we are going to update the excel document for the monthly shipment and we did abit of hand-ons, nt much problem.. after tat yan jiu the various mistakes found and LUNCH TIME!! 1pm to 2pm... went to eat with mei shan and yi ling and chat abit.. went back to office and jane start to teach us how to cut stock and we did that from 4pm until 6.30pm... think tml also do tat pile of Bill of Lading until we finish it ba.. time-consuming.. Wednesday, September 9, 2009, Wednesday, September 09, 2009
  animal show time!    sian sian de shumei excited shumei  trying to crack some stupid codes... on the mark get set go!  busy section leader ( SL)  kiddy shumei i miss my long hair =(( bored and more bored... some pictures taken on the day we went to the zoo.. if sx was there, i bet it will be more fun ba... next time ba... 感觉我们好像更了解彼此了,没这么陌生了.... 很开心 Tuesday, September 8, 2009, Tuesday, September 08, 2009
haiz.. i know we dun click... bt i will try my best ok =PP Monday, September 7, 2009, Monday, September 07, 2009
new blogskin = new start decide to change blogskin... small and wordy... i just keep the blog to write how i feel everyday, even though it have been rotting for quite some time... went out today... dunno y i buy that bag also.. more suitable for informal occasion than formal occasion... nvm.. just carry it and see how ba... dinner is cmi... cant finish wat i have ordered... the pasta was... ekkk* just rmb i have to email Mr Ng about e-folio stuff... 很开心能和你在一起... 不知道你几时才可以看到这些话..
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