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a 20th yr old gal from the mars. That's all.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007, Wednesday, August 01, 2007


dear( kiat jin)
i know u loves me alot bt
i was really very heart-broken ytd..
i know she can console u and always be there 4 u when u need someone whereas me, i always push u to other people...
bt the impact is too great 4 me... i cannot take it
i dunno how to survive or get used to the life nw when u have make your decision to walk out of my life...
i really like u alot and love you too...
i dunno wat else can i say..
i know u have already decided to leave me 4ever. the probability of u coming back to me is 0.01%....i know u wil be happier without me... and i know she wun break your heart... bt i m really very sad..
i cry so hard ytd and tat was my first time i m cryig so hard 4 a guy..
n i think i really loves you lehz... is just tat i dunno...
i cry so hard ytd until today i cant cry out anything even though i m very sad...
pls... give me another chance can? she has the same small pig tat u gave me on my bday last yr... sobx sobx

y are you doing these to me? i only wan to talk to you and know more abt u bt u dun reply my msg, online then go offline immediately... y are you doing these to me?
i m already so heart-broken lehz...
i really wish tat i havnt know u and u didnt approach huichen to get my hp no at tat time... if i didnt know u, we wun be couples and all these would not happen... and i dun have to withstand all this pain and sadness... i know i shouldnot say all these nw.. bt i m really v.v.v.v sad...
i felt my heart really breaking into pieces this time...
sobx sobx... no one is there 4 me lehz, i dunno who to approach nw... i feel so alone and empty nw... can anyone just come over and an wei wo or make me 4get abt him?