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a 20th yr old gal from the mars. That's all.
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Friday, November 9, 2007, Friday, November 09, 2007
the first guy who gave me flowers on valentine day = jr the first guy who love me alot = jr the first guy who make me feel so hurt = jr the first guy who make me feel so childish = jr the first guy who treated to swensen and others = jr the first guy i cook 4 = melvin the first guy whom i cross stitch for = melvin the first guy who really makes me speak up = melvin the first guy who make the effort to make = melvin me laugh everyday jr spend almost 1 yr to make me speak up but i did not.... instead i speak up to melvin.. sounds so unfair to jr... but in love, is there fair or unfair? as 4 melvin, he is just a passer by in my life... he leave his footprint and walk off... i was still a kiddy little girl when i met jr last yr in august... dunno wat is love? dunno how to love a guy properly or even to handle a relationship properly... dunno how to support him when he just need me.... i was so selfish last time... i dunno... first 2 relationship was not smooth and nw i also dunno how... |