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a 20th yr old gal from the mars. That's all.
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Thursday, November 1, 2007, Thursday, November 01, 2007
i met my first bf when i was sec 3... he can say is a jerk.. because all he want from me was *** so i dumped him sooner... later in the yr, during august i met jieren through huichen... we start to stead after 2 weeks we know each other... but we end up breaking off 11 months later... mainly is because i m childish and not mature in thinking and he needs someone mature enough to help him share his burden... i wasnt really for any relationship at this age... i wun know how to handle a relationship properly so if i will to get into 1 again, i will only hurt myself and tat person too... my thinking is still too childish n i wun be able to help anyone to share his burden... i think i wun be able to take it ba... immediately after i break off with jieren, i know melvin zhong... and become his gf very soon.. 2 months later, we break up too... he told me is i shout at him too much until his feeling 4 me fade... 5 times in 2 months, is tat counted alot? or shall i say i m not understanding enough because i shout at him too much...did he really even like me before? or isit really tat he used me to revenge? or isit tat i dun accept tat he dun wan me all because of me tat y i say he used me to revenge? can only say i m stil too small for any relationship ba.... wait till my wounds are heal and when i think i m really ready for a relationship then say ba... to love someone doesnot mean tat u must be with him, if he is happy, you will be happy too.. sounds logical? 没有一个男人会值得我的眼泪，值得的那个不会让我流泪 |