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a 20th yr old gal from the mars. That's all.
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Sunday, March 29, 2009, Sunday, March 29, 2009
today my friend say,"let go.. u emo everyday.." i say i didnt emo.. i just feel numb n empty inside me... i just nt happpy bt also nt sad... the times seems longer than usual to me... today before work, it start pouring... n i just have the urge to stand in the rain... everyday seems longer than usual to me... i keep thinking today wat can i do... go out? watch movie? use com? slack? pay day faster come... i m quite broke nw... recently i have being going home late... likt 12++ am then reach home.. mother abit nt happy abt it.. bt the fact is i dun wan to come home so early n face the 4 walls + the screen i m facing nw... today shu shu say, u still wan to lie to your best friend? i say no one knows me well... including st... even i myself dunno myself well... i dunno y i do this, y i do tat... alot of people talk to me abt alot of things... i can only say ya it could be all excuses.. excuses that i say to make myself feel better? human nature isit it? or just me only? today i gt pissed off with a customer(guy) customer: y did u give me the rice? me: because u ordered a rice set? customer: then y did u give me the rice when my fish is nt even here? (pissed, i asked them can i serve your rice nw? n they say can) me: ok, i keep it warm 4 u (n walk away before he can even say anything) damn u.. u think i so free huh.. wait 4 your fish to come then serve u the rice when your sashimi is already on the table... u think the whole eating area only gt u isit? gt so many other tables, if every customer is like u, i QUIT! i dun be in the F&B industry anymore! i rather be promoter rather than accomplish your so call "value-added service" |